mixed emotions.

whelp. i'm home for christmas, and i'm having mixed feelings. good and bad.
1. all my boise housemates i won't see for a month.
2. i'll doing absolutely nothing for a month.
3. have to start looking for an apartment for june.
4. SCOTT GETS HOME IN TWO WEEKS!!!! been waiting for two years.
5. JOHN TAYLOR GETS HOME IN THREE WEEKS!!!! been waiting just as long.
6. i get to see family.
7. new years with scott.

i'm not with eric anymore, but that's okay i suppose. who knew that after falling so hard you could get right back up again and be okay when you thought you wouldn't ever. i'm not mad or upset, just a little hurt and frustrated BUT i really am okay with it. [: one door closed, hundreds seemed to have opened.

my break has started off pretty well though, i went to the chiropractor and he cracked my back and man i feel great. then i went to ian's basketball game last night and he won, of course, and boy has he grown up, it seriously feels like we should be in the basement with john taylor and skylar playing games. then i hung out with nathan and we watched a movie. and today i continued christmas shopping found a GREAT book at barnes and noble, sat there reading it for a good 45 minutes till i thought i should go home and... do nothing. woohoo. that's the downfall. i don't have anything to do and the only reason i got to do anything is cause mikayla was "sick" today and didn't take teh car to school. but that's the thing... we argue about almost nothing anymore unless it comes to the car.... she thinks she owns it and i don't ever get it. like tonight.... i told her that i need it tomorrow and i told her this on tuesday when i got home but now? oh yeah, she doesn't remember. and of course she NEEDS it tomorrow. argh, annoying. so again, my plans get pushed to the back because she needs the car. yay for sitting at home and being unproductive. it's annoying people, really really annoying.

anyways, on a lighter note, scott does get home in two weeks. AH!!!! i've been writing this guy, i think i should say man, i've been writing this man for two years and he's finally coming home!!! [: i can't wait to see him and THEN a week after he gets home my big brother does! yay!!!!!!! i'm so happy. so much is happening this month that i just can't handle myself.

i finished my first semester of college, missionaries coming home, making new friends, a few scares and a few amazing moments, relationships coming... and going, learning, experiencing, i just love it all.