teen wife.

just a WARNING to all those reading.... 

i don't know if this post of going to be an angry post, or not. 

i haven't really decided how i'm going to go about "explaining" myself. 

or basically ranting.

First off, i'm nineteen. TEEN. meaning i'm not an adult. 

therefore, i'm not looking for grown-up things= marriage.

like most people think i should be. 

literally every person i come in contact with lately asks me

about my RING on my finger. chill out people!! 

it was a birthday present for when i turned sixteen, and yes, 

i got it from my parents! 

i wear it on that finger cause..... it fits! oh goodness, imagine that. 

a ring that fits my ring finger, go figure. 

THEN they ask me is i plan on getting married, any time soon.

my answer.... hell no. 

like i said before, i'm nineteen. nineTEEN.

then when they are done asking about the ring and marriage,

they ask if i even have a boyfriend, 

"why yes i do, and he's absolutely amazing."

then comes, OH!!! where did he go on his mission!?!

"he didn't actually, he isn't a member of the church."

silence.... BIG FREAKING DEAL! 

it's not the end of the world, i assure you. and shouldn't be awkward. 

really. 

SO.... you take that as you'd like. 

i can assure you, i love the thought of marriage, i do. 

i definitely believe in love and i'm quite sure that

marriage that starts at nineteen can work.

but.....

i'm not getting married soon. SO STOP ASKING. 

or even talking about it in front of me, 

it's annoying. 

and i promise i'm not bitter. [: