three more weeks.

There are three more weeks of this semester. AND concluding my first year of college and being
somewhat considered an…. ADULT.

**gasp!**

I honestly didn’t think this day would come. I’m legitimately moving
back home

and next year I’ll be moving AWAY into an actually house with a couple
of my close girl friends I’ve met here. amazing how I’ve actually made friends
with some girls…. I know.

Next up is finals… I’m not too worried about anything really. The only
one I really need any time for studying is psychology,
but I LOVE that class so again… I’m not worried.

So last night I went to the Campus Awards Ceremony as Shuwun’s
date (he is in the fraternity Delta Sigma Phi) all the boys in my friends group
are now in that frat so all of us girls got to get all dolled up and pretty for
the semi-formal dinner. I LOVED my little green dress. [:

and yes… I wore HUGE heels.

This our group, including all the men from Delta Sig, it was a great
night to get dressed up and hang out.

And yes… I HAD to show Corey my attire and this is what I got, Wide
eyes, open mouth, speechless, a huge hug and kiss and him telling me I was
beautiful. Have I mentioned how amazing he is? Because I’m constantly reminding
him… [: Another thing to brag about is everything I tell him… He remembers,
fascinating right!? It’s quite the surprise sometimes, like when I tell him I’m
going out to get ice cream with Kenzie and he says… fun, WAIT!!! You can’t have
ice cream, you’ll get sick!!!! I love that. [:

ANYWAYS…. that’s my update for now.

Can’t wait to get home for summer,
upset I have to leave all my friends and Corey, ready to get a job and grow up,
and stoked for the future.

oh you...

so i'm home this weekend.... and i already love it BUT dear readers, i wish i was in salt lake.

why you may ask?

 well i'll tell you, because a cute baseball boy is there playing university of utah tomorrow and i really just wish i was with him at the moment. cuddled up on the couch watching a movie and talking about absolutely everything there is to think of. from worms and ants to school and the future.

funny right? i think so too.

who knew that through all the darkness and drama that college can bring you, as well as annoying boys. (i say boys for a reason. not men) there somehow is an amazing turning point in my life story that makes me feel like i'm living in a fairy tale even with all the drama and nonsense that is going on. 1. his name is corey. 2. he is my knight in shining armor. ready and willing to slay dragons for me and willing to sleep on the concrete floor just so freddy krueger doesn't slice me in half in the middle of the night. (thank goodness he's not a scaredy cat.) HA! also funny how i say my blog won't be about guys right!? well i laugh in my own face because i don't even care right now. i haven't been this happy since october and i have never been treated so respectfully before in my entire life. i also have NEVER been this important to someone before. the fact that he wakes up at eight in the morning to say goodbye to me before i leave for home and before he leaves for baseball is a great feeling. (i must add.... he got an hour of sleep and woke up three hours early to say goodbye.)

WOW.

the end for now.

i'll most likely post an actual worth reading post tomorrow. [:

franklin.

 

this was my day yesterday. i was in a sea of laundry and blankets.

BUT let me tell you this:

cuddling up in my old baby blankets,

makes me feel like i am safe and that nothing

bad will happen. [:

this is me today. i slept in. didn't go to any of my classes.

and just cuddled with my blankie and franklin.

also a story... yesterday at about one in the morning

this happened. for no apparent reason.

which progressed to this.

which has now turned into this.

yeah...

looks like i got in a fight but oh well.

it only hurts when i talk, smile, eat, etc.

but that's about it.