of (something) different from what it is or from what it would be if left alone.
Lately there has been a lot of change. From perspective, plans, appearance,
and several other things.
But I've welcomed the change rather than resist against it.
For example: I'm not going to school this summer like originally planned.
Randomly one morning I decided I was just going to be working this summer
and probably look for a second job and... BAM. Ten times less stress. This way
I'll be able to try to get a car with my loan money and use as little help from my
parents as possible.
Then I cut my hair... new plans, new do. [: I was having a mini heart attack
the entire time I was in the chair and maybe cried a LOT the next day
thinking I wasn't pretty anymore without my long locks but Corey assured me
he liked it and I was beautiful. (Isn't he just amazing right?)
Life is good. [: That's really all I wanted to say,
AND I'm going to be an aunt to a little baby girl in October.
Seem so far away.